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Updates in the life of a smol plastic figurine
Living full time at Base Camp now. The significant other agreed to counseling but nothing else has come of it yet. I don't know that anything will. We shall see. I want to get through this next weekend without a lot of drama as my naturally suspicious self is concerned about the SO's activities. Provided they don't start anything or come up with any surprises it'll be another few months at least of coasting in that department. *fingers crossed*
Started therapy at the end of last year and that's been going okay. Not sure about my therapist really, but its online so I may just not know what I'm doing or what to expect. Overall it's been good for me and I'm not sorry I started it. It's helped tremendously with the anxiety and running thoughts.
Family has been drama, intentional and not: younger sister has cut everyone off (Oh, she responded with a thank you when texted happy birthday and sent one to me but it was passive aggressive unfortunately - a copy pasta of exactly what I sent her down to the order and choice of emotes *sighs* okay then. I do hope she finds what she needs by doing this and wish for the best for her and I miss her. Probably always will.), oldest sister is threatening to sue me over the estate (let me just add it to the list of things to deal with and she's an absolutely miserly everything is about money type person so go figure), stepdad had to have quadruple bypass surgery (and I don't think anyone but mom and myself know just how close everyone was to losing him), the estate continues to be a mess albeit a slowly getting more organized and cleaner one (80 years of hoarder tendencies is a lot to have to shovel through as a one woman work crew)
Still working on family stuff and property clean-up and gaming in my off time. I've got to start working outside of family stuff, at least getting serious at looking for it, here soon. Remote online as I'm fighting with my health and in person wouldn't be good for me. If I can come up with something even part-time, I'll be doing okay.
My online friendos have been a help and a smol joy in this horrible no good very bad year I've had and I love them for being there for me and for just being who they are.
I've restarted rereading through J. D. Robb's In Death series in audiobooks. It's nice to have something playing while I work on the various projects that need doing. I've missed getting to read. I should say I've missed the ability to sit down and spend time reading a physical book since as soon as I do I am beset by the guilt of not doing the things that need doing. The thing is there is always something that needs doing and I have to get to a point where I'm okay with that - not yet, but audiobooks as baby steps towards one day being able to sit and read a physical/ebook!
Started therapy at the end of last year and that's been going okay. Not sure about my therapist really, but its online so I may just not know what I'm doing or what to expect. Overall it's been good for me and I'm not sorry I started it. It's helped tremendously with the anxiety and running thoughts.
Family has been drama, intentional and not: younger sister has cut everyone off (Oh, she responded with a thank you when texted happy birthday and sent one to me but it was passive aggressive unfortunately - a copy pasta of exactly what I sent her down to the order and choice of emotes *sighs* okay then. I do hope she finds what she needs by doing this and wish for the best for her and I miss her. Probably always will.), oldest sister is threatening to sue me over the estate (let me just add it to the list of things to deal with and she's an absolutely miserly everything is about money type person so go figure), stepdad had to have quadruple bypass surgery (and I don't think anyone but mom and myself know just how close everyone was to losing him), the estate continues to be a mess albeit a slowly getting more organized and cleaner one (80 years of hoarder tendencies is a lot to have to shovel through as a one woman work crew)
Still working on family stuff and property clean-up and gaming in my off time. I've got to start working outside of family stuff, at least getting serious at looking for it, here soon. Remote online as I'm fighting with my health and in person wouldn't be good for me. If I can come up with something even part-time, I'll be doing okay.
My online friendos have been a help and a smol joy in this horrible no good very bad year I've had and I love them for being there for me and for just being who they are.
I've restarted rereading through J. D. Robb's In Death series in audiobooks. It's nice to have something playing while I work on the various projects that need doing. I've missed getting to read. I should say I've missed the ability to sit down and spend time reading a physical book since as soon as I do I am beset by the guilt of not doing the things that need doing. The thing is there is always something that needs doing and I have to get to a point where I'm okay with that - not yet, but audiobooks as baby steps towards one day being able to sit and read a physical/ebook!