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adeledawnWe're waiting on more information here still. A suspended moment, a pause between one bad break and the next.
More scans. More appointments. Physical therapy to help with things while we wait. It's a lot. So much.
I've been doing my best to find peaceful moments between storms. Time spent in the quiet middle of the night or watching the birds hop around the backyard while the neighborhood is still and quiet in the midday when everyone is at work or school. A good book in hand or in audio form while I do chores. A podcast while I run around in game, mindlessly trying to get tasks done there. Sometimes, I just take myself off to some remote landscape in game and sit and watch the world, listening to the music.
I had plans. I was working on my goals. And now it's all on hold because we don't know whats next. I'm going to have to start moving those along again, at least the things I can still work on between caretaking tasks.
More scans. More appointments. Physical therapy to help with things while we wait. It's a lot. So much.
I've been doing my best to find peaceful moments between storms. Time spent in the quiet middle of the night or watching the birds hop around the backyard while the neighborhood is still and quiet in the midday when everyone is at work or school. A good book in hand or in audio form while I do chores. A podcast while I run around in game, mindlessly trying to get tasks done there. Sometimes, I just take myself off to some remote landscape in game and sit and watch the world, listening to the music.
I had plans. I was working on my goals. And now it's all on hold because we don't know whats next. I'm going to have to start moving those along again, at least the things I can still work on between caretaking tasks.
